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Sunday, May 29, 2011

Nỗi đau ngự trị (The reign of pain)



Nhiều lần em cố nhìn vào mắt anh, long lanh hờn ghen giấu kín
(I try to look into your eyes so many times with the hidden jealousy) 

Dù em đã cố nắm tay
níu anh,
(Although I try to hold your hands tight,
cling onto you)
Mong manh tình yêu chẳng thấy
(Our Love seems to be fragile)

Hãy cho em đến gần
một chút thôi,
(Close to me just a second, please)

Quanh đây màn sương kín lối
(It is covered with the darkness and fog around me)

Đừng chạy  đi (xa) như gió kia
thoáng qua,
(Don't love me like a waft of wind)

Bơ vơ một cánh đồng chiều
(Leave me alone on the desolate field)

(oh oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)*2

Dẫu cho anh phải đi, cách xa em cả phương trời
(Even if you gotta go far away from me)

Nhưng điều gì làm cho trái tim của em yêu không hề thay đổi?
(I can't figure out when does my love end?)

Có lẽ em chỉ mong nỗi đau thay giấc mơ
(I just wish not to face up to reality)

Cũng chính lý do khiến em rất yêu anh
(I love you because of visible reasons)

Bởi khi trong tình yêu, những ngây ngô niềm vui nào
(Because Love brings us a lot of joy and happiness)

Dẫu thật nhiều rồi cũng sẽ quên rất nhanh vô tư mà tan biến
(But Happiness is so fragile that it can be erased easily and vanish into the air)

Chính khi trong niềm đau, khiến cho em cố quên
(It is the pain and the sorrow which force me to forget everything)

Mới biết trái tim này đã yêu rất nhiều
(But it's time I realized that I love you from the bottom of my heart)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Family

I'm so lucky to live under one roof with all members of my family. Sometimes I have doubts about their love for me but I'm shamed by how selfish I think about my beloveds immediately after. They sacrifice for me a lot and I'm becoming their burden. Shame on me!
There are many many obstacles I have to get over on my path. I really need their help and support. They pin all their hopes on me. So if I fail, I'll let them down and make them disappointed a lot.
Now I just know the best way to make my precious family happy is trying my best. GO GIRL!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

How to control myself?

I am going to have an English listening test in 2 days but I have no passion for it. How can I manage?
Although I know I must do everything myself and step on my own foot without my parents' support in the future, and this future is coming, just in over 2 months, my plan is still making no headway.
I'm a foolish girl. Wish to control myself!.................................

Sunday, May 8, 2011

SUJU

Have no ticket, I have still enjoyed almost their performances on a container. They are so awesome. SiWon, HeeChul, DongHae... Everybody screams because we are so excited. I can't believe, I think I am dreaming but it is the truth.


Sunday, May 1, 2011

Days off in boring rom

While they are eager to go home or travel somewhere on vacation, I'm spending all time in my room alone surfing internet or doing something to kill time. It's so boring!

Home is the students' destination whenever they feel lonely and boring. Home is the place where they want to shelter when they are in help except me.

I must suffer all sorrows alone and handle everything myself  because home is far from me now. I hope to graduate soon to go home and live with my family happily. I really miss them, miss my parents, my brothers too much. In front of people I always prove to be firm but my tears drop easily when I'm alone.

Because of my parents, I always try my best to live happily.

I bitterly resent what he said. He is such a goody-goody. I never forget what he said and how he treated me. He wants to isolate me from everyone and everything. It's now ok to me but I never surrender. I swear!