Come back to class

After having suffered from Scarlet fever for 4 days, now I feel better. Whole my body was covered with pinkish-red spots some days ago. I looked so terrible and ugly. When I was ill, there were a lot of people who cared about me. My parents called me to ensure that I was getting better, my friends visited me everyday. That made me very happy and smile a lot even though I was having an itching sensation.

Nocturne - Secret Garden

My brother was worrying about me, too. He phoned me yesterday and blamed me why I didn't let him know my illness. I realize that although I'm living alone far from my family, I'm not a solitary.

Today I can come back to class and go on my study. Such a beautiful day!

Super Junior

A Korean Boy band Suju is going to Vietnam. I'm so excited hearing this news. Although all members of  SuJu are handsome on TV, I wonder how they are in real person. Their voice may be not perfect but their moves are great and wonderful!

Super Junior

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_VxL78sHnM 

Wait till the day...

Wake up with tired feeling, a new day started but I don't feel refresh. The image of my old friend is still obsessing me. He has appeared in my dreams for some times. I don't know what it means. The more I feel tired, the more I miss him. I hope that I will see him someday and say to him that I never forget him and always want him to forgive me.
Best wishes come to my friend!

Appologize 

Isolation

It's about 4 years since I came here where I always want to forget and threw everything into nothing-less. Except home, nowhere makes me relieve. Someone will say it's obvious and undeniable but I still wanna confirm that truth.
" Isolation, it's not good for me" - The lyric of  "Lemon Tree" song sometimes reminds me but I can't make up my mind that what to do to make my life better. My friends can be counted on the fingers of one hand. They are really good to me but they can be by my side every time I'm in need.
I must sacrifice something for my future. It is all I can say to comfort myself. I face my neighbors everyday without greetings, if they say "Hello" or " Good morning!"... I just reply with a smile. I know obviously it's my fault but I can do nothing because of my unrevealed reason.
I'm living and going against common sense. Why? Why must I do that? If you love someone, you want to be near them and lean on them but if I do that I will hurt them. It means that I must avoid my beloved as far as possible. Although my neighbors will look down on me because of my rude behavior, from the bottom of my heart I want to say sorry to them.
ISOLATION is like a BIG CAGE which I really want to break but I have to find the best way to do to avoid hurting my beloveds.

Lemon Tree